I think I'm starting to understand that God does amazing things if you surrender to Him and wish for amazing things to happen. Even if they're scary, they're worth it. God never said it wouldn't hurt or that things wouldn't be hard. They may be really dangerous or emotional or hard times, but submitting everything to God, we can grow our faith in Him a lot, which grows our understanding.
Anyway, I can see myself getting a lot more out of this trip during these last two weeks. I'm focusing more on the trip now and what I'm actually doing here.
Tomorrow (wed) I'm playing 4 songs on piano for a worship/music session in the afternoon. We're gonna meet back at The Space after evangelism and tell how it went, and just sing some praise songs. I am honored to be requested to play. God denied me the chance to do this until my heart was in the right place. Before, I was doing it for me and caring about my own satisfaction. Now, I hope that my intentions are pure. I think they are... I've been praying about it, that I would become humble enough that it doesn't matter to me whether I specifically play piano or the others do. Because what matters is Christ being lifted up in our song. Not my self-worth in music getting reinforced.
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