Friday, August 14, 2009
how I'm doing
I can't think about my depression without literally having my hands shake, I can't think happily about stuff I just can't but then it goes away and I can, it's unpredictable. I have to do something about this. There's just no friends who can help me by talking with me unless I'm there in person. I know God takes things away like girlfriend and money etc to keep you from getting distracted but this is extreme and how I'm taking it is too horribly
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Bro- I have been praying for you a lot the past few days, because I have been crazy concerned. You are going through a ridiculous time of attack. Your being attacked from all angles. Your mind has been attacked from the pressures and stresses from being post project and transitioning out of a relationship. Your body is being attacked by a hormonal and chemical imbalance. Yet - I believe the biggest attack is a spiritual attack. The enemy is not happy with your spiritual progress. He is not happy and is trying to throw everything in his power to stop you from being more like Christ.
ReplyDeleteYou have GOT to start fighting this - and at this point I believe that you are going to have to start getting extreme.
First - You need to meet with a Christian counselor. I know Jason can refer you to some local ones here in Greenville. I believe they will be able to help evaluate you and advise you on further steps that may need to be taken beyond counseling (like medication).
Secondly - I really think that you need to meet with a Pastor. I seriously believe that seeking the counsel of a pastor would be wise in order to start battling the spiritual attacks.
I know that there is something big that is waiting right over the horizon for you after you get through this time of attack.