Didn't get into grad school

And I don't know why. Don't give me pity though... just prayers, and don't tell me you're doing it. I feed off attention... thats a sin I have.

So now I'm just working my one crappy job and hoping that I'll find another one soon so I won't feel quite so bad about myself. And how I'm not in control of my circumstances, but God is. Isn't it horrible, how my heart works?

Pray that God would breathe his Word into my heart and turn my mind on him and not me... I will waste away in sorrow if I focus only on myself. I have so many issues...